I just found the inspiration for a different form of my novel :D

Running from falling has never helped, though it gave me a chance to understand they never loved me.

If I could really walk into the ocean in a Victorian gown, I just might

Sometimes having your friends say they love you can make your day that much brighter

New title that I was apparently given.

Brittany: friend squabble mediator.

Now I wanna know where my business card is.

I just want someone to tell me they love me without their fingers crossed behind their back.

My friend Tessa came up to me and hugged me this morning and said, "did I ever tell you how beautiful your hips are? Have many babies" laughed and walked away... Thank you?

Guarda le mie dita wave come i miei piedi mi portano lontano

I'm losing everyone I hold closest to me... I try to hold on, I try to hold their hand but it all ends the same. Isolation, heartache, and deafening silence. I'm sorry I fail as a friend. I'm sorry I am never enough in your eyes. I am just sorry.

I will never forgive myself.