Temptation lies bittersweet on my tongue and alive in my heart, but I can't find it in me to give in

I want to move on with my life. Travel to exotic places with my friends, have fun, and leave behind the place where memories kill me with each new day. I want to live my life, for once, MY way, and no one can stop me anymore :)

Give me one reason I shouldn't travel there, one damn good reason. It will allow me to do what I will with my life, as I planned so many moons ago.

I miss the way she told me I cross her mind like cherry blossoms... I miss the way she used my nickname... I miss the way she said "I love you"

I had to wonder if she truly still loves me when she called me my nickname yesterday... Held my hand... Hugged me hard... Broke my heart all over again as it ached to be able to love her like I did before...

Cry me a damn river.

8 people that were my "friends" say I'm a mean person, I guess it's true. I'm done.

No happily ever after, just disaster...

I want a girl who I can come home to every night and be enveloped in love and care, but also one who has a feisty side.

I'm better off hiding with the monsters inside my mind.