My first memory of depression
Takes me back to ten-years-old...
Crushing, breaking
Stress and guilt...
When telling stories of my life,
I make sure to keep an even tone...
Night;
the loneliest time of the day...
Flick, flick, flick,
Flash...
You're drowning,
And very well-aware...
Girls like us,
we're all the same...
He respects my cold silence.
Understands when I start to triple check...
The first boy I gave myself to
Is now being investigated for murder...
Emptiness,
swallowing me whole...
Lilies and dandelions,
opposites per say...
Dark sky,
Night falls...