It started as a slap in the face.
Then it turned into a punch in the stomach
Then it turned into a cut
Then it turned into a bullet in the heart

Why can't people relaize, that's its too late!

If I can't trust my own mom, then how can I trust anyone else.

If everything inside of me is telling me you're not sorry. Then guess what mom, you're NOT sorry.

When you pretend everything is ok don't you know it kills me inside.
It's not ok. It never will be.

It's funny how the people who you always trusted and loved are the ones who hurt and betray you the most.

You tell me that you're sorry but you always end up hurting me at the end of the day.

Thanks mom, for throwing everything away. Thanks for making me feel pain everyday. Thanks for making me feel like I was nothing. Thanks for all the times you lied to my face. Thanks for letting me loose you.