I am not
okay...

Why did I have to find it?
Hiding in the bathroom drawer...

For most of my life
I was considered...

I lay in bed
Watching a beautiful sunrise...

To me
The sun doesn't shine anymore...

Her smile was once so bright.
It shined through all the death and anguish...

It feels really good
when people notice...

It didn't just appear out of nowhere,
It took years of triggers to come out...

There's this thing about cutting,
When you're doing it- it feels amazing...

It honestly
amazes me...

I found you
lying on the bathroom floor...

She's just a girl,
She'll be okay...