The things I would do to feel your touch.
They don't understand how much it hurts...
I remember it still, it was over a year ago.
You were done... you lacked interest in me...
& no.
No matter how badly we want to be, we could never...
Do they know what it feels like?
To feel like nothing...
I remember years ago,
When I didn't feel so numb...
Death introduced itself to me years ago,
It said, "I can take all of your pain...
Hanging by a thread,
I slowly float over life...
"You'll be fine"
How do you know...
Your little girl,
Has been broken for awhile...
I can't explain to you,
or show you...
I'm becoming my worst fears,
letting the demon ruin my mind...
You could never figure out,
How much I hurt each and every day...