You weren't there
When I needed you the most...
No matter what you do
Mental illness is constant...
For the first time
this past year...
They saw them
They saw my cuts...
As I learn more
about the way I think...
I did it,
I relapsed...
What makes you think that it's okay to judge me?
Do you see what your words do to me...
Seeing you
Is what broke me...
But somewhere right now
they aren't okay...
I got used to
your toxicity...
Will you still love me?
When you see my scars...
I'm still falling under,
Tumbling on in...