I am so conflicted
because I shouldn't...

There's this thing about cutting,
When you're doing it- it feels amazing...

I remember
Years ago...

These thoughts
Tugging my mind down...

Death introduced itself to me years ago,
It said, "I can take all of your pain...

I'm becoming my worst fears,
letting the demon ruin my mind...

He ran his hands against my thighs
and asked...

It doesn't appear overnight
It doesn't come out of nowhere...

It didn't just appear out of nowhere,
It took years of triggers to come out...

It has been incredibly
difficult...

The things I would do to feel your touch.
They don't understand how much it hurts...

It is hard
when you've spent...