Today was just like any other day,
I went to the bay...
In my life I just want to run away,
I feel this growing day by day...
I wanna die,
I wanna cry, just to say goodbye...
It's such a wonderful thing,
I will welcome it like a old friend...
I sit here with a knife in my hand,
My skin colour is now so bland...
I sit here now with written across my arm,
I'm trying to leave the blades alone...
As I watch them become dead,
the only colour on them is red...
I thought you where the one,
Now you're just saying we're done...
All you can hear is silence ,
As everything has stopped; even the violence...
You say you loved me.
Every day...
I gaze up and down my arm,
As these marks begin to mend...
Why are the scars still here,
I'm sorry my dear...