You held my tears in your hands,
and tipped my chin upward to meet your eyes...

I've never done this,
and I don't know if I'll be alone for it...

Like the way anorexia starved my brain,
and slowed down my world...

I smell it in your expression,
I taste it in your body language...

When your spirit is feeling heavy
and the liquor makes you sad...

The first night I slept without you
I wept...

‘Roid rage,
hulk smash...

Dr. Teal’s & low effort meals
The Christmas tree is still lit up...

I've inhaled the scent of lilac and turquoise...
and exhaled the joy with the texture of paint...

Anything -
I don't want to feel...

The movements around me are thickly pouring syrup,
molasses...

I feel most people live in a constant state of...
It’s a daily mannerism to be mildly dishonest...