I got the news yesterday,
Woke up to utter heartache...

Why must I feel this agony?
Haven't I suffered enough...

There's a barrier I won't cross,
A guard I won't let fall...

There's certain things that remind me
Colours and places surround...

They keep mentioning you're name
But I'm trying to move on...

Loneliness lingers in waters,
Waters that are drowning me...

Tired of this life
Him and his ways...

Memories are resurfacing
Mostly small...

I'm hurt by you
Badly...

I'm crying on the inside
Crying out for you...

You're less than I deserve,
A lot less...

I can't take it in
You're loss, suicide...