I am in awe of the translation of your eyes
from forgotten languages of dreams...
at that tender age when one still believed
openly bleeding wounds make for devotion...
Another poem asking for the impossible.
Another night wishing you were here...
Perhaps you dream of someone,
Somewhere, sometime, in the wind wishing that it...
How I wished you walked away
sooner...
Do you stay up at night
thinking of our crusades...
the drizzling of promises to
herself have failed her...
is the silence damning or was it the lack of...
in the garden? it made me think too much of you...
The nights are starting to stretch into early
evenings – where there once was a boundless...
draw me a tree
one with leaves as red as sunsets...
for many a thought have now gone astray
once boisterous clacking keys now grey...
Poetry, more than mere words on the page's scroll...
Resounds within, where human depths are found...
Leveraging the greater good against the warmth of...
Belies a train of thought better to divide and...
I wish you'd held on for me,
and waited out my tide...
At the junction of cold time and sweet location...
like a whisper with a wrenching tension, arresting...
A whisper in the breeze, a dance of golden light,
Informed me that the season past...
Whose woods these are I cannot say,
Their laughter rings from far away...
march is like a fair maiden in a white sari
constantly asking me to take the first train home...
Our love reminds me of the sea and shore
Where the water and sand will first attract...
september hovers over my bloated fingers before
pressing her petite lips on them and leaving...
a chain of incomplete
inconsistencies...
Your eyes remind me of Jacó;
They seize me like the moon does the waves...
The horizon ahead is painted with gold.
Waves of fuchsia and lilac meet...
I delay the onset of the hurt
you unintentionally caused...
it takes the little blood left within
you to reconcile with the past...
Lost again in his starry gazes
Amidst the crowded staircase...
Randomly, I'll remember
bits and pieces of it...
Take me back to the days when your coughing fits...
When I thought it was bad that you’d forget to...
Mud on the doormat,
wind rushing...
I feel you...
in the rustling of the leaves...
what happens when you hit rock bottom
not once, but twice...
The last time I saw Beirut,
a full moon was curbing its rooftops...
I've been reading the words you left behind
again...
Someone turned their back today
someone else had to die...
The sky smothers me with showers of cold
but I grin as though, I am soaked in gold...
The sight of grandma
in her slow walk towards the sink...
Sun light radiates
the blonde fields...
I long to travel through all your territory
taking long steps on the way...
A gasping confession
of a pubescent fault...
The owl came last night
it’s never been before...
Hidden messages adorn a sunrise
where my eyes engage in simple conversation...
You who laugh at poetry and shy from anarchy,
claiming logic while lurking in shadows...
For centuries
they've trapped you...
In my childhood, Lotus grew up 'midst my
throat fast that even the Spring of our...
Maybe I was the ocean, come crashing in,
and you were the stream, undisturbed on a quiet...
Visiting the home of my childhood,
standing on a tiny patch of grass...
I'm not the man
you thought...
In the shelter of my mind
through the window of my eyes...
Winter
cold and frosty mornings...
I once was a feather
that clung to the leaf...
It's the simplest activities in life,
That are somehow becoming much more complicated...
MUSTANG
A new day is born over the vast western plains...
Alone;
Drowning in an ocean of a million people, I feel...
The lonely heart is unseen,
a dancer alone...
Here on the driest continent on earth
the smell of rain was named...
Jotting thoughts of you and me
Under a pregnant moon...
your leaves
(when they part with you in autumn...
... it rained today, and yesterday
my bluey sky, growls black and grey...
The Actor
Liking the character an actor portrays...
Shall I endure her vilest winter frost
and splay archangels in the idle snow...
I don't recall
the first time I knew him...
In raw blackness
you want to find fireflies...
What is the sound of a heart that’s bursting,
but a mere recollection of a bygone time...
-Its long but please read it...it really did...
Monday Night...
I like the strange silence
that engulfs you in the middle of the night...
A YOUNG COLONIAL BOY
I can still remember that damp, chilly Virginia...
A lonely walk through frozen flowers
to a sea, tinged with the stress of red...
The lust overtakes
the content...
Waked up early by a frantic
Tim, my road buddy...
White feathers, whisky and the sound of heaven,
Bluebirds, silk and cheap perfume...
While delaying gratification,
you stripped-down...
Looking at my favourite photograph
your image pressed between sepia and glass...
Caleb, I think that you should have stayed.
You thought nobody liked you...
Months ago, I met this new girl at school,
we were in the same class and she seemed cool...
She sprouted daffodils under the sun,
tiny hands adorned in dirt labeled...
With you there is respect
for the nothing new...
He saved her life.But it was a long time ago...
People were just shadows. Every moment was filled...
Yes, I have lived with a heroin addict. Yes, I...
I've handled more than my new heart should be able...
the roses in your cheeks faded
changing colour...
Our words are music on a
rundown carousel in an...
In a forgotten time long denied by good men
we were all evil and mutually drenched...
If the azure glow of the ocean
is summers' own liquid crest...
I remember everything you know?
The day the first grade teacher put me in the...
Your smile
shone like reflections that opened...
12/04/2017
Friday night...
Ever notice how
Janis carries such close a...
This is what I remember.
My phone lights up...
It all came, as the wind comes,
a silence too deafening for mortal ears...
Once I had a secret,
had a secret and impaled...
He asked me, how do
you take yours? I nodded...
Sometimes;
I get an urge to write, where my entire...
Rain.
It does things to people...
Moments pass by and I am left wondering
Whether or not I can see another...
When a man loves the smile
on the lips of his lady...
Last night I had dreams of Amsterdam.
Red lights, coffee shops, cannabis...
Perhaps this will be the only poem
I will ever unclothe with sadness...
For an M&M vs. TC challenge. Prompt: Write a...
Many days...
Occasionally,
I take a different route...
Delicate ink on old russet parchment
Paints the side down in ancient kanji-print...
I slip out of my shredded skin
in seek of a colorless roof...
2 AM, the only time you break me down so perfectly
until there is nothing uneven running through my...
'And how do you cope
with being so far away...
The most wanted moon
was writhing...
A snow-pregnant sky,
threatening to give birth...
I wish I could
tie strings...
The Kite
When you are born...
In the still of the twilight
I held your hand...
You were there...
Although, quiet as a note...
The rain was just a metaphor
on a Monday evening...
I almost missed you!
I knew I should have aimed towards your heart...
Outside, there's too much noise
and little room for hope...
She loved me here
among the ravenous mountains...
-
we fell...
Before now,
there was a vacancy in my...
Silvery tangles frame
a face spun with spider threads...
We've waited all our young lives
for this moment...
Entrailes were sucked by grief
and pleasure bruised...
Have you noticed the green of the grass?
How it suffers through the seasons...
I waited in the early summer sun
for you to arrive...
Goodbye Autumn
I will miss your falling leaves...
Proud that I'm a tree
taking root quite literally...
My Beautiful Lady,
I sleep perchance to dream once more...
You became my own child
though birthed from another man...
My mind visited today,
imagining walking over...
Melly, was that you at Blythe St this morning
when the tram grated and showered sparks into the...
And...
as a rusting boat slouched sulkily...
I'm afraid, I'm afraid nothing will work out...
Sometimes I feel like I have it all figured out...
You have the ability to devastate,
it's not your fault...
Everyday, the poet leaves me a little more
I try to wrap my legs around her...
The clouds are running a marathon
in my mind, in the sky...
Contrasting colours
of nature shine equally...
I am plagued with routine regret
at a bedside where I exhale in the arms...
A pen wobbles
at the edge of a wooden desk...
Our home is decadent in
peeling plaster...
I've written poems for about four years.
And in the same amount of years...
How lovely are the days when flowers bloom
but also when the rain comes dripping down...
People have picked me up
from a dusty shelf...
Sometimes, I think hurt
can go deeper than the...
I don't know what you've
heard about poets...
I spoke to my father for the last time,
His voice has passed on but he beats...
God
We are the lampposts in the streets...
I.
Before you were born...
I wish to be the ocean waves
that hush you to sleep at night...
Last winter
I buried clockwork in my stomach...
You, a multifarious wave
crashing into a pocketed shore...
Some people are selfish,
They want you to listen to them...
You hear so often:
"this too shall pass."...
The sun has been residing
within my mind this season...
If I could fly to the star-freckled sky
on a bitter winter's night, I'd graze the moon...
I'll remember every sunset you helped me
live to see, the moments of clarity when we...
I have nothing
but the sea...
Springs Lost Beauty...
Reticent were moon, sky and birds.
A pall of gloom spread on the trees...
Her eyes were blue-
I knew this from the pain...
2015-06-11 00:26 AM
They told me not to dwell in the past...
First one in awhile. I know, I'm rusty, but tell...
Love,
Water me with hopes as if I were that flower moved...
New beginnings taste
like rock-ribbed...
Maybe I've always admired
your knack for unfeigned smiles...
My feet dance along
your melodies like...
As I lay dying with my head rested upon a plate of...
I boil my tears like I would boil water...
Where a river flows
between mountains of lilies...
We make love to this state
as if it's the only home that...
We look for landmarks,
familiar spots in roads...
Being vain, as you often should, you asked for my...
And I know better not to be sweet around you...
There's an instrument in my closet that I can't...
Lord knows I can't sing a tune, but the minute you...
I felt your death and
rebirth on a Tuesday...
Laying there in fading summer jazz sunlight,
it seems your floor is a meadow...
As the the sweat rolls down my neck i reconsider
all the thoughts that have made me who i was...
The arch bishop crowned
Thee five years hence...
I drink and drink
and drink...
I want to be found
in you...
I went to the station where the rain was
pouring, turbulent, seven years old...
Admittedly,
I'm haunted still...
I've become a watcher
of humans, a stalker...
My heart is a metropolis;
tire tracks across its veins...
I saw her-
Wisps of dishwater blonde...
I've come to the conclusion I'm wasting
ink like I'm misusing my time...
Seizing a chance in
a trice, in one dark September...
Hello Mom P-
It's been a year and ten months...
Poetry is art for the insane.
A minor keyed melody...
.
why do i feel the need to confess my memories to...
If only time would run like a river,
yet into the opposite direction...
As I write this last letter, the sun dies in my...
my vowels and consonants carry my shame and cross...
I look around
while everything sleeps...
I will step down from your
heart, only to give you a...
A Conversation
Two glasses filled sat closely near each other...
As breathless curtains stir
to melodies of the singing tree...
You pack your bags, and leave.
You head for a land that is less chaotic...
I have
forgotten about you lately...
Sometimes, all we know
how to do as writers is...
I still recognize the little girl
whose hands smelled of pandan cakes...
"In time, her tale grew old,
her hands grew old...
I remember my first funeral:
everyone was either wearing black or white...
We were 5 and 7
when mornings tasted...
I'll send you postcards
from every broken, burnt...
You remind me of an ocean.
Not in the way you come or...
She is just a foreigner
with a surname difficult to spell...
Welcome to my today.
the door is ajar...
Don't worry about me,
I am well educated on...
You are
a floral cologne of bottlebrush...
I came to be the shadow behind your back,
the shadow underneath your feet...
Listen
the words don't need my perplexity anymore...
During Summer, I leave my fingerprints everywhere,
smudging the horizon on my bedroom window...
In a crowded train crammed with people
scuffling each other, like little fishes...
I remember something about paper
caressing my cheek; life's formula...
She's unfamiliar in that
way that she writes about...
It starts with the sound of one lone whistle
smoother than wool, but sharper than a thistle...
You.
A thorn in my heart, your true form...
She doesn't want to bet clothes
or four people around here...
I worry in darkness,
exposing a smile as he...
What am I but a skeleton
who homes an anxious knock...
On the corner of her mouth rests a comma and on
the other lies a period. To annunciate a string of...
I.
Whispers of light grazed the cracks...
She will break you.
Innocent girl with mama's most expensive vase. She...
My thoughts of you are red.
Not the flare of passion or tender hues of...
A reserved Bulgarian
woman stares back...
Where you are, it's probably dark
and the screams of others are the...
2014-01-21
My window was open for a while...
Everybody needs you-
a walk in the woods...
There is a collection of love letters
that I keep hidden...
Dust particles rain like confetti
onto the covers of neglected books...
Ink bleeds from the corners
of her mouth and dribbles...
She fell in love like the
way you slip into dreams...
I've been driving alongside waters,
along escorts of windmills, ever since...
You are the grimy pavements of Venice,
a city I would never retreat to if my heart...
I wanted to see the you the way
you see yourself in the mornings, without...
Eventually, you're going to find yourself a woman...
often and she will always let you win...
When you close the doors
and open the windows, there are...
Last night you gleamed red
as if few hearts bled to death...
No matter how submissive the night is,
I will originate a succession...
I have seen him barefoot with a stick in his...
drawing enigmas on the ground...
You continued to peel
the layers until I just...
I've watched the old lady over the years,
where she was once young, stood proud and tall...
I've been skipping the sidewalks
of my latter poems...
I often wonder why
that homeless woman...
I enclose no desire to write about the
country resting in South Asia...
You need reminders, not the kind of
ruptures that lay awake in your mind...
There was a time when I believed,
I was only placed upon this Earth...
When I was asked to ring our church bell,
pulling that long rope down then up to the...
Yes, that Facebook status was meant for you.
I don't know what we are; perhaps the wool...
Your scent
is like a cigarette smoke film...
Forgive my smile, forgive the gift
I sent for Christmas, the mountain...
Even in my childhood
days where kids would...
Write me like a poem
that the world will read...
I am not dreaming of your footsteps Momma,
I can feel them as you walk, making memories...
I.
I am wearing headphones without listening to a...
If you could see the woods behind me
tall, quiet and yellow...
I wanted to write a love story. You know the kind,
where torrential downpours didn't mean soggy...
Favors
Moon, may I ask of you a favor...
Your right hand masked all of your face,
eyes tunneled behind rough skin...
It's painful to be a lighthouse,
alone in the sea of raging waters...
Today, I realize
that you are far...
I guess I will taste so much salt
this year - our garden has withered since August...
When I was young, being watched from pale
shorelines of New Zealand, I never believed...
I'm coming back for awhile
To those childhood shops and...
I'm not brave like you
to open a chest of drawers...
On one November day,
when the furnace lacked...
His baggage is heavier than mine
and the spirits of the place can't understand...
I already know who you
are, but if you still question...
From world travels we two have made
I sift through pictures of our life...
This beauty wasn't always
scrubbing hearths by hand...
The day of the race finally approached,
as the jockeys mounted their rides...
I know happy endings are like lavender moonstones
beautiful but very rare, I strive to keep hope...
At the mountain top, I'll wait for you,
Like morning dews in Summer's hue...
Always seeking the inescapable:
that ambition to be greater...
Will you ever forgive me
for my poetic ignorance and romantic wings...
Fourth floor; chemistry. I watched
how pigeons tumbled from rooftops...
Snow.
Fluffy flakes...
Man in the moon, high in the night sky,
share your secrets, tell me why...
I know a pretty boy that says all the right...
Boy that says everything I ever wanted men to say...
For my Mother, 2013
Let me tell the world that it was not you who...
Someone, please
recycle me...
I am in awe
of the translation of your eyes...
Stop, let me brush my teeth.
Let me brush off those youthful...
Numb were the nights
when I inhaled the memory...
I tried to bottle a whiff of you
last night while you...
Today I wrote I missed you for the first time
since your death in February...
We swam in oceans of blankets
and made love with the simplicity...
A black swan was worried
about the debt slaves...
Pain circles his coffee cup
like the daily weather broadcast...
Hanging in the fissure of a whalebone,
mourning songs like foghorns...
I love you, possessively.
I love you like a hot meal and a cold beer...
Have you ever felt like
all you had was gone...
Africa my love
I will caress your springs with delicacy...
If there is one thing i know,
is that I am true to myself...
My black skin has people staring
in awe...
Family sets our earliest views of humanity,
tempers the timber in our voices...
I wish I could stand right here
and gush about how brave I am...
I'm a filing cabinet of records that holds dates...
reasons and insentives, agendas and dreams...
I.
Sometimes I adopt the coziness of cafes and lean...
We check out humans like they are library books,
browsing past their skin with retinas made for...
When I go to sleep, a sheet
of paper threatens my throat...
A letter that
illustrates not...
The waste basket is overflowing
filled with crinkled paper...
Dusk and dawn camouflaged
themselves inside a fallen...
If I were your canvas,
would you lie and...
Before the dawn, I always wake up to find
last night's dreams sleeping beneath my pillow...
I thought your picture was burnt
in my eyes but I was wrong. Never...
I am sorry for showing
you my weak side; once...
I hope you don't mind
me wearing a sheer of...
On mornings like this one,
with the birds silent...
I scraped my memory with a fine tip pen.
Calligraphy adds beauty to the words I...
"You can find anything beautiful
but not the one in the mirror."...
We live in a painting of undefinable beauty
A star filled haze without definition. You run to...
I wanted to blow the dark open
as the oceans mourned...
I told you once that calendar
pages never marked new...
The memory of him
tracing doodles of...
I used to taste the familiarity
of your voice, and the warmth...
I went to the coast where the sea mist
rolled over the dunes and made it so...
Gently, i feel free,
watching the sunshine melting and dividing...
I have seen hundreds of customers
in my three months here...
7-31-2013
I asked myself today...
I fear fineliner on paper,
never began drawing because...
When I was thirteen, I made a promise to
the western wind, that I'd come back to her...
If you ever considered
pulling me away from a car crash...
Out of a bundle of firsts, the elementary, comes...
of love. And everyone, the self proclaimed...
After everything happened,
I used to lie awake in the dark...
I'm going to give you all the reasons to love me...
I'll be consistent, you're gonna tell me "be...
My mother once said
if I chase curiosity...
I am
all that I speak of...
They say a person with no past
has no future. But when it came...
Words can lead a strayer
back home, but they cant...
You are not obligated
to pick a brush and paint...
Dear Admiral,
I wonder what color is the...
I remember my childhood's winters,
The window catches the steam...
October was;
the death of fireflies...
Tonight,
I slumped 'gainst...
Too often I falter,
the sizzle of a...
I had
every intention of...
There seems to be
no remedy...
Dear Valentine,
There's something about February that...
You once told me, through the quiver
of a lazy street light that I was a twin to the...
You were a Saturday nightfall;
a thousand phantom leaves would sprawl...
Tonight's dream was the choreography
of every moment I described you as...
My mind is a suitcase and it's kept
the gunpowder close to my lipstick and...
Poets write of loneliness
where knuckles lay straight and fingers beg...
With one more poem tucked away
inside her pocket, she finds another...
Readings this at my dad's funeral :)
June 4th, 1991...
I can't find you anymore
and there's a landslide in there...
Some poets
Have lost their way...
As a child I was fascinated by your back,
I saw your freckles as docks and my crayons...
The letter I probably should have written...
Our love was a string of haiku; and I...
We'd meet with shells and a camera,
toes tap dancing over bluebottle jellyfish and...
You are
The Queensland cane fields I keep...
When I grow
I will bring Spinola bay to her garden, Saqqajja...
I have been wearing
the perfume of our past on my skin...
I'm not sure if you know this but
seagulls have died here. Their corpses rest...
Because I owe it to myself,
I will be a better woman...
Moving, I stumbled across the mug you
always insisted on having your tea from...
It's the kind of day where building
forts, writing novels, and learning...
The world outside is inaccessible to her-
index cards plastered onto skin with...
Your rosary rests on my chest
like it's praying for me, like it's...
The feelings I have choked upon
for days upon endless days have...
Midnight's in bloom for the first time,
but it's wilting, and I'm...
I miss the winter
and for the first time...
"Is it possible to fill holes
when you're done being...
What will your last smile stir inside
of me? An absence of mind perhaps...
When death took you, you refused
to go quietly. Sirens echoed in the pit...
The more I want you to forsake
this paper...
From lung to mouth
to the air. I try to write your...
I remember
we were selfless, innocent...
Once, after the longest day of numeric chatter, to...
I find solace in a cushioned air-loom of silver...
Have you wondered
what a broken memory...
My legs are numb so there
is no where else to go, but...
I ask you, because there was no one else to...
Will you come to me, like a gust of wind...
Please allow me to introduce myself,
Society is my name...
Food for thought-
I wish to ask my...
A Rustic old windmill
stood firmly planted...
Why do I write?
A question often asked...
This is the poem you've been avoiding sweet girl...
You don't wanna tell people all these secrets, but...
Everything about you has become a blur,
salt and snow, sheets and winter sky...
I was the one who remained alone,
posing as a shadow behind your grave...
I nestled in blanketed memories,
morning specs of daybreak chose...
I left England back in the old age,
belonging to the same iris's, soul...
I tried my hardest to bite the nails of this poem...
forehead, to lay on the lines of this paper...
Over the rigid and dreary mountains,
down by the riverside, amidst withered stalks...
.
This world has turned its back on me and I am in...
Be, be my side - just
strum my fingertips...
Father,
Today I was emigrated to another...
In February,
there is tenderness in the air...
It's raining here,
it's raining acid and shrapnels...
There's something about your air
that makes my soul cling to you...
In August, the sky is pure
like writing freedom on a sheet...
An old man making a speech,
a sad crowd standing up and clapping...
When I run along the shore,
I meditate about life and more...
John picked things up off the ground.
He'd read flyers, old papers...
*Click*
"Pass the potatoes, please."...
Mrs. Lowe has two pianos;
with one she's taught five generations...
I patiently count each twinkling star
that appears in the sky tonight...
Whenever you nestle up against
your coffee cup and undress me...
Remember when you woke up to my words
and I slept to yours? We didn't seem that far-off...
Ladies and gentlemen I welcome you to my show,
please take a seat and enjoy your very own back...
You are a problem child - blame the past.
Blame the porcelain you broke, blame...
I wrote a poem, and it was a long poem
about hummingbirds and lilypads...
Mother, are we alive?
I waved at our neighbor this morning...
I spent
the twenty fifth day...
This is not going to be elegant,
nor polished, as sliver spoons...
My brother had a milk run
at the age of eight...
I must have dozed in my chair
and was awakened abruptly...
Dreams flickering over distant star-trail,
intertwined time, yours and mine...
It was over a decade ago when I left my childhood
beneath quilts devoid of your once familiar...
I found the street in daylight,
walked on its moss-throttled flagstone...
Rain drizzled as tonight grew timeless; your scent
bloomed fierce in the corner of a candle shop...
I've been thinking lately,
about how we've forgotten all the...
The street lights don't hold us
anymore; there are only clouds and curtains...
I don't want to run away to Malibu,
wine always tastes sweeter in the cellars of Nice...
Once upon a time,
I used to describe you as...
I've heard whispers of Paris lately,
the city of love and some place foreign to me...
He extracts the lust from my bones
to paint, to convey, each reason why...
Usually I don't mind life's suffocation, in fact I...
to not have to breathe or think momentarily. Now...
There's something nostalgic about
dimly-lit roads and faded footpaths...
Your mother has been worried
about the exit wounds on your shoulders...