I can't fall asleep without my arms clutching that pillow. She's the only thing that calms me, holding it to an aching chest and pretending it's her helps... A lot.

Just makes me feel worse about the whole damn thing.

A nice release is dragging your knuckles across a long string of rough metal lockers until they bleed.

I never meant to hurt you. I'm sorry.

I can handle the hurt from anyone else. Just not her.

Too many people are responsible for these tears. I'm done. Only so much I can take in one night.

Have "Demons" by Imagine Dragons stuck in my head

To put it simply, I'm the luckiest person in the world to have her in my life, to have her as mine.

"There's a little piece of heaven right where you are" - Theory of a Deadman

Don't really dedicate songs to people... But "It's Your Love" by Tim McGraw and Faith Hill just... Yeah. All I think of is her when it comes on my iPod.