When my door closes for the night,
I stay awake through the lonely, dark twilight...

I am 'happy' just in case.
You don't see the tears I cry when I'm all alone...

I tell her it's ok.
Don't go away I say...

I know you do not want me here.
Your actions tell me the words you fail to say...

I thought you liked me,
I knew you used me...

It's hard for me to deal with life,
It just makes me so stressed...

I fray and I sway,
Terrified of the day...

Everyone tells me WHO to be.
I just want to be ME...