I am trying to hold myself together but it's just not working ..

You will always have a hold on my heart
In such a way no one else will ever hold,
your that special.

Sadness
This may never fade away,
it may never go away.
I just pray it does go away
So far away for it may
never catch my soul ever again.
All I want is to feel free again, happy again.

All I want to do right now is read poetry. And be in your arms.

I love this one man that starts with
an 'a' ending with a 'y',
I love this man so deeply,
deeper then the sea.
I'll choose this man every time
I'll love him till the last breathe I take.

April142O14 the day you spoke 'I love you'.
when he spoke 'I love you' he said it so perfectly.

Your the sweetest thing that has ever touched my lips.

I'm not a toy
I'm a living thing
don't play
these little games
I'm a living thing
don't toy with
my heart
my mind
my body
I'm not a toy
you can play
little games with

The thought of losing you is killing,
the thought of you gone is haunting me.

I'm my happiest when I'm with you,
I get high off of you.