I've lost my way
I can't keep up...
A past that haunts me
whispered words echo in my ear...
I have danced with the vampire
howled with the wolf...
I feel like running,
But I've got nowhere to go...
I try not to cry
while it hurts deep inside...
I've been the lost
that was never found...
I long and crave for him
while he just misses me...
Calm down
Take a breath...
Depression crashing
rolling in...
Loving; Caring
Longings last...
Met a boy
thought he was cool...
Teeth bared;
warning the world away...