How will the world remember me when I'm dead and...
Will it be for the good I did or all that I've...

Tucked in tight to slumber deep
In the cover of darkness death does creep...

Gone too soon, you'll be laid to rest
arms gently placed across your chest...

You promised me forever
You know that's what you said...

You say you want me to write happy prose
but anyone who knows me, knows me at all, knows...

Pen to paper the words pour out
Sometimes i curse i scream i shout...

Happy just happens no effort no force
it's the natural thing if your life is on course...

I'm a psycho- my brain is all twisted, no normalcy...
Man, what in the hell is wrong with me...

We live our lives in the most wasteful of ways
Baggage from our past packed for future days...

His love is proven, the mark remains
Silence prevails and the spilt blood stains...

Trudgery drudgery grudgery
Thoughts of you provoke in me...

The highs not high for the low is too low
The chemical release no longer softens the blow...