The highs not high for the low is too low
The chemical release no longer softens the blow...

Trudgery drudgery grudgery
Thoughts of you provoke in me...

You say you want me to write happy prose
but anyone who knows me, knows me at all, knows...

Busy, harried, hurried
Rushing working worried...

We are taught from birth to reach for the stars,
No dream beyond reach no illusion too far...

I will be strong
I will not cry...

A million tomorrows could never equal our past
A million relationships could never equal the one...

You promised me forever
You know that's what you said...

I'm a psycho- my brain is all twisted, no normalcy...
Man, what in the hell is wrong with me...

You're a joke!
Everything you say you hate is exactly what you...

Listen closely , be concerned
as I speak from experience...

I thought it was love
but it wasn't real...