I need someone to talk to about my problems,
but not someone who will just shove them in my...

So much to live for, so much to see.
i wanna see my wife and kids get old with me...

The haze settles in and its that time again
to try and control these demons within...

Just a couple things to get out of my head
the thought of her with him on his bed...

Today was a good day despite what happens next.
i came home, greeted by all the insects...

My love, my pain, the essence of this child
it gets me so high and makes me forget about life...

Ive been played like the fool i am
following you around when i should've just ran...

I can't remember why someone would do this to...
the cutting, the hating, the disapproval of...

I used to think i was wrong,
all these problems, i caused them all along...

I made it, I've finally stepped out of hell.
Into a new place, this is where my heaven begins...