For the first time in years I actually had a...
It was only because I had a dream where you came...

So sick of losing everyone that I love.
Man forget that, this time it's gonna be the other...

Not really sure how to say this, or even where to...
I will say that there's obviously something wrong...

I'm gonna start this by saying thank...
You've continued to stick by me and you've been...

Mom, to this day it still hurts and doesn't make...
Why did God have to take you away from me when I...

I'm writing this to tell you I love you and tell...
I just can't deal with this pain anymore, believe...

I'll just try to explain how I feel the best way...
Honestly though, this is something I myself don't...

You could never truly understand the way I feel...
That's why your the best friend I've ever had, in...

Can't ever seem to find the right words to tell...
Been wanting to tell you for so long that I love...

Id rather overdose or blow my fukin brains on the...
Because after 11 years I still cant deal with all...

You have the voice of an angel, a heart of gold...
I give you my word that i'll always be here for...