It doesn't matter
No no no...

Alone in a room
Everyday not spent killing myself for cheap...

Reckless intent goes through my nose
Joy rushes through my veins...

Take me
To another place...

Your tears were our fear
Bringing us pain...

Can't stand the pain
Mental outweighs physical...

Headaches control my awakening
Shame shadows my heart and soul...

Chaos can be
As beings of mankind...

I go to sleep with one eye open,
For the fiends that I have hidden in my closet...

With you was amazing
My mind was flying in the sky...

You made me so happy
Mother...

A way in is easier than the one out.
I wish I would have known that much earlier...