i don't know what to say. haha, i'm not actually that great with words. i'm trying to remedy that.

i'm a cynic, but at the same time i'm not in it for the debate as i'm a firm believer in humanity and the power of compassion and understanding.

right now i'm struggling, working while going through community college. i struggle with depression. i feel as though people are faster than me, leaving me behind; my siblings laughing at me, shaking their heads at my failures...

i feel like a failure at times. but i'm getting over that. and through hard work and writing and finding things to love about the world again, i can get through it all to if not a better world, a better perspective. one step at a time. with our thoughts we make the world....