I miss you, altho I know you're not dead.
Pictures of your disability are stuck in my head...

He said vows to you nearly four years ago.
Starting to believe he didn't mean them...

New day, the sun is shining.
Another way to stop rewinding...

*sigh*
Which emotion is best...

Growing up she could barely look people in the eye
Afraid they'd see how she really felt inside...

It seems like a endless cycle.
Up and down. Smile and frown...

I hope tomorrow is better than today.
My faith meter is lower than it's been in a few...

I've been alone a lot lately. Physically alone...

As I sit here waiting for the meds to kick in
I'm thinking about what I need to do today...

There is always something evil lurking around my...
Everyone can sense it. Screams are constantly...

I've never felt so defeated before
From what I remember that is. (lol...

A few days ago I thought I was going to die.
Come to realize it - I was dying to my darkest...