A few days ago I thought I was going to die.
Come to realize it - I was dying to my darkest...

I've been alone a lot lately. Physically alone...

*sigh*
Which emotion is best...

My dad was an enabler.
Always trying to follow rules but not realizing he...

It seems like a endless cycle.
Up and down. Smile and frown...

I've never felt so defeated before
From what I remember that is. (lol...

He said vows to you nearly four years ago.
Starting to believe he didn't mean them...

I have lied to myself so much that I started...
The lies have helped me cope...

New day, the sun is shining.
Another way to stop rewinding...

There is always something evil lurking around my...
Everyone can sense it. Screams are constantly...

I miss you, altho I know you're not dead.
Pictures of your disability are stuck in my head...

Growing up she could barely look people in the eye
Afraid they'd see how she really felt inside...