The thoughts won’t stop
They keep coming like shot...

He put me on my knees
Told me not to speak...

Why is control a thing
Maybe I’m going insane...

They try to come in a subtle hushes
Voices saying they are here to help...

My mouth started watering
That is 1 of 3 things...

I wish I had faith
That everything was going to be okay...

I’m sitting in front of his house
It’s been 6 years from that night...

I wish everyone could see
How much it hurts me...

Ill always try
No matter if I die...

Feelings are for pathetic fools
They get you nothing...

The thoughts just wont stop
Feels like caving rocks...

Forgive me lord
I think I sinned...