Waiting for the unwaiting
to appear. The green pigeons...
Craig please believe me when I say
I've never cheated and never will...
Who knew that with
The posting of a letter...
The darkness may be heavy,
And you may want to atone...
i am but first –
a soft yearning for something warmer...
You never forget
the fat preemie...
let me talk to you about my rage
about the burning unceasing fire that can't seem...
I slowly pause as I tell the truth,
Not because I'm thinking of a lie but because...
I saw your shadow yesterday
blown about the treetops...
....as moon awaits, to greet your soul
you’ll cross a bridge where lies no troll...
Wine trickles down an hour glass,
coating a desert of run-on sentences...
I blinked for just a moment and lost track
As thoughts meandered down forgotten paths...
She lived within a cave dwelling
past few years or so...
I have a new mobility scooter
with big wheels, lights and bag...
Onto a cow field
They did trot...
Piranha like pains spread
Inside like hard rain...
A
man...
demons encroach upon my mind
a stomping ground for reapers of darkness...
Depression is silent,
Yet the loudest feeling ever felt...
“Hold out your hands.”
A calming voice spoke...
I will be there when life feels numb
when bells ring out a humming drum...
Mouths hush to a silent lull-
i sighed in awe as my...
You’re lost and alone
Let me help you get home...
Holding onto a lifetime of heartbreak
will never set you free...
This is my humanity;
whittled lovingly to a sharp point...
The cover looked appealing
Albeit the spine slightly cracked...
Beneath my will: it all lies under....
under my grave, tell me to stay...
Your heart is an organ-
playing a melody of your kind-nature...
Life's frozen landscape
As the sun bursts onto the scene...
They ask me where I was born
like if the place where I come from...
I've found out why I have few friends,
why phones lay quiet in my hands...
When the pain becomes too much to bear
Break away to a distant place...
If it feels like you are carrying
The heavy load all by yourself...
I wished upon a star
Wrote your name in frosty screens...
They say time is the travels of the Sun
As it makes it's rounds through outer space...
What you know of me
is a layer of paint on a canvas...
Tell me what it is you want
Take it and be on your way...
Imagine being in alternate reality
Where everything is distorted...
The shock violently strikes
I gasp, inhale sharply...
Quiet contemplation
My reflection in glass like a ghost...
<( To You Dear Poets )>
All of this poetic beauty once shared...
Excuse me, Miss, may I forget
this broken heart I've yet to set...
Icy extremities chill chambers
That once they set alight...
I slip into your inky blackness
You steal away my despair...
Some say,
I was given birth by...
I'll Return to Mother Earth
toil my hands within her roots...
We plant flowers in our chests
and bloom epiphanies...
and she was....
nothing but bitterness...
How joyous it would be
If I were loved by thee...
I have not created this emptiness
Tidal waves of broken promises and second chances...
How about
putting a butterfly...
Orange bleeds to dreary inky dusk . . .
I haul leaded legs over a hill...
Land of a thousand miles ahead,
I could see greener pastures for love awaiting...
At times I would overdose, with the
bane of my life I would...
Step right up! Experience a depressed mind,
What an incredible place to be."...
You told me of fairy tales
They expanded my mind...
I'm hanging by a thread here
It's worn and it is frayed...
In actual fact
You needn't speak...
Kings rode their chariots-
I don't have one...
A lot of the time
people don't care if they hurt you...
She'll do what she's has to in order to get by...
She isn't sure about what's really anymore. So...
You came home that day
With three little baskets...
Dark eyes see more rainbows
than crystal blues can touch...
To what shall I be compared?
If the essence of my being is but a replica of the...
I walked through the door into that
Room and you were the first thing I seen...
A noose knocked on my door today.
It's knot hung loose as it made it's way...
Oh dismal world you have me flung
into the deepest pile of dung...
Thy stench dost wrench the ardour from my soul
and make my blood more cold than icy snow...
I walk along a path; alone
with only my shadow...
WHAT GOOD IS A HEART
WHEN IT'S CONSTANTLY BEING BROKEN...
She's a reflection of everyone who's ever done her...
She's everything that's lost in the world but...
Ten years of marriage, childless they were,
“Not a man”, “impotent”, people said...
Playing Sherlock, one day in his crazy life
He decided to deduce, deduce, deduce...
Here come
the drums...
Music pulls tightly at my soul
follows me out as I stroll...
Blood red is the shadow round your eyes
as you look out on dying skies...
From the top of the hill I can feel
the wind blowing on my face...
If I remembered the way it sounded…
The drum of your heartbeat against your chest...
Mama always say smile to visitors
I'm quite accustomed to that...
When you gaze beyond....
where sunsets dance with stardust...
There's an Everdream
That makes me want to scream...
I write of peace in darkness
making friends with demons...
That taste of silence bites the tongue.
It's stare is cold, it's breathing, still...
It's cold, I
could never imagine your warmth; I...
Sometimes bitter disappointment
keeps you from remembering...
One day, I'll cross oceans
to see you again...
She doesn't want to live
But she doesn't want to die...
Just like trying to bring down a shooting star...
Or fly a plane across the world with both wings...
Jewels in the sky, cure to lonely hearts silently...
Ever so distant, but so close, so near upon a...
--------Aries Rising--------
A broken Angel lurking in dark shadows...
Cursing for ever falling for
his lies...
Oh Mirror I stand in front of thee,
And peer inside your realm of glee...
( "la" renia de corazones )
I'm The Good Fairy Mary Poppins of all...
The smile doesn't reach my eyes
The mask can do much but not add back the faded...
Within the vicinity of the Earth
Down those dingy streets of Pergamum...
Is it wrong that I miss you
That I ache & feel so raw...
They say that I am weak,
Cause I need pills to fall asleep...
From wall to wall without space to breathe
we are cramped to fill each page...
Late at night, after twilight's final courtsy
the heart can sink, like a weighted anchor...
I drive through a busy street....
Emptiness within me and at the passenger seat...
People tell you to embrace the sad.
to let it run its course...
I just like blood.. the redness, the flow, the...
yea i may seem weird... but the way i let go of my...
A beat comes to earth,
With a soft rhythm or two...
But she didn't.....
Failed written upon her forehead...
*
I see things in different ways...
And I can't get you out of my head
My heart just refuses to let you go...
This is who I am...
my hands tremor to the point...
I scribble in obscurity,
enthused by a passion...
Silver shadows walking beside me
Ghostly whispers in the air...
Death is something
we must all do...
Songs throwing me into memories
The night I danced & spun giddily upon the beach...
My eyes crystalize like the morning sun,
when you enter our castle's edge...
My scars tell a story
Of what my mouth can not...
One day, when all of this ends,
we will collect our bones...
The morning after…
Don’t worry how I slept or the empty...
Oh, Beautiful Stranger...
Standing outside the door...
Keep me for a night
I know you cant stay long...
What if she hurt me?
Hurt me like the rest...
I've always wonder - it has always been
a part of me, wondering that is. About...
A seductive aroma
fills the air...