I use to cry every night
I use to feel so alone...

She was so beautiful when you looked at her
You wanted her for yourself...

She wont ask for much
She will enjoy all the little things...

I got asked a questions today
Of which one was more scarier...

Everyone has someone to love
But i will be all alone...

Little nose
Little hands...

I thought i was getting better
I thought every thing was OK but its just bitter...

Its been so long since i felt this familiar pain
Its when your gut twist and you feel everything...

i lied and said i was fine
you believed it...

i am scared
of myself...

Close your eyes and breath in now your me
You will now see from my eyes what its like to be...

I belive that i can not die
I have tried to commit suicide so many times...