I thought i was getting better
I thought every thing was OK but its just bitter...

Wipe your tears from your face because he came to...
He will take away you sorrow and give you...

i lied and said i was fine
you believed it...

i am scared
of myself...

Its been so long since i felt this familiar pain
Its when your gut twist and you feel everything...

what have i done to deserve this
all i want is to be happy and loved...

I had a dream
That everything was alright...

I hold my breath so i dont scream
I hold my breath because once i start crying the...

I just want to be loved
Is this to much to asked...

I belive that i can not die
I have tried to commit suicide so many times...

I want it so bad
The feeling that you get when he says your name...

Tonight is not the night
This night is filled with fright...