One day i wont be alone
He will take me by the hand and guied me...

i cant sstop shaking i feel my self being consumed...
mmy mind is going hundreds of miles a hour...

I hate the rain
I hate it so much...

She is 20 now
She came from a broken home...

She was so beautiful when you looked at her
You wanted her for yourself...

Since i was 4 i already knew i was no good
That i had no place...

I cant do it no more
I want to go home...

I use to cry every night
I use to feel so alone...

Its so funny how the silence still scares me
Its been years...

Everyone has someone to love
But i will be all alone...

To who ever cares
Im so sorry...

My life was nevertheless perfict
But nevertheless it was horrible...