I've been through so much, honestly it's insane to...
Doubting heaven could even exist especially if we...

Thinking all the time overloaded in this mind of...
Everyday in so much pain and misery I’m fighting...

People say time heals all yet no matter the...
I’ll be fine and then out of no where something...

So much pain that I feel on a daily basis.
Yet it's not physical more mental then anything...

The stress the strain has overtaken him.
Scared to look in the mirror to see who he has...

Time and time again I repeat the pain, misery, and...
Each day just seems to repeat yesterday; No matter...

See I’ve never worried about death because...
Took my first breath a life created yet I myself...

Saying I love you please know these words I speak...
For tens years being gone all I ever wanted was...

Never meant to be the person that I am.
Found hatred when seeing the reflection of this...

What is time but seconds and minutes within the...
Wasted by the tictocs we do nothing with...

I have messed up more then most could ever...
I ruined my life and hurt those around me...

What do you see when you look at me.
Came from nothing I built myself up and destroyed...