Can't deal with this anymore 
It's like I'm living in a constant...

I just want to be free
From all pain...

It is the feeling of
Living in fear...

Chests gets tighter.
And I can hardly breath...

I got to be strong
They say...

I can't do this anymore
This us...

My attitude has been messed up
I'm woman enough to admit it...

Trying to get rid of my depression
Fight my anxiety...

Behind this smile
I hide tears...

I'm not okay, though I appear,
To navigate this world with cheer...

Trying to be strong
And let this go...

Dear my little king or queen
I'm truly in love with you already...