Sis, I know you're tired, bone-deep,
The endless cycle, secrets keep...

I'm not okay, though I appear,
To navigate this world with cheer...

She takes the pain away
When hope is lost, and fears hold sway...

Why am I at risk
Is a question I ask everyday...

Autism, oh what a mystery
Living life in a different reality...

Can't deal with this anymore 
It's like I'm living in a constant...

I just want to be free
From all pain...

It is the feeling of
Living in fear...

Chests gets tighter.
And I can hardly breath...

I got to be strong
They say...

I can't do this anymore
This us...

My attitude has been messed up
I'm woman enough to admit it...