I'm not okay, though I appear,
To navigate this world with cheer...
She takes the pain away
When hope is lost, and fears hold sway...
Why am I at risk
Is a question I ask everyday...
Autism, oh what a mystery
Living life in a different reality...
Can't deal with this anymore
It's like I'm living in a constant...
I just want to be free
From all pain...
It is the feeling of
Living in fear...
Chests gets tighter.
And I can hardly breath...
I got to be strong
They say...
I can't do this anymore
This us...
My attitude has been messed up
I'm woman enough to admit it...
I wish I could go back
To when our love was still fresh...