I'm caught in the middle of a war...
A war with no correct side...

What I'm feeling is that of climbing a lengthy...
way up high and when you reach the top...

The truth started to hit last night as I sank into...
thinking, grieving, trying to ignore the voices in...

Sparks cascade from seemingly nowhere...
Emotions run higher than Mt. Everest...

He loved like the ocean,
quiet yet strong and powerful...

I still hear a pitter patter and think of you
But I no longer look for you...

I was always told growing up that I should
play fair and play nice...

Something as simple as a puddle of rain caught me...
Just on the ground, by our front steps, filling...

Your safe here little one
Frightened of hands nearing your face...

Sitting in sunlight, listening,
the voices blocked out by the sound of my thoughts...

I have fought many a battle, some that left me...
However this battle, this fight took a chunk of my...

My heart is broken, yet full
I don't know what to do...