Close your eyes
Calm your breath...

My life is like cancer
It happened with no explanation...

As we sit, foot apart
Laughing and smiling...

Frazzled by the hurt and the pain
Sometimes I wonder who it is to blame...

Its difficult laying in bed.
Remembering his hands around my body...

Poor defenseless weakened heart
is it true that if you hurt you break...

My mind is like an endless sea
Different, yet the same...

I lay in my bed
Full of dismay...