In war torn Gaza where bloods
Flows and tears...
I don't think it can ever be
properly expressed...
Lullaby birds beside me lay
‘til roses pierced my dreams...
I pressed the last red
flower you gave me, in a...
The flame springs to
burn my hand. Blood drips drop...
You sat in my window,
singing ironic love songs...
I see you with him
He has control...
If I can go back in time I'd change
Not a whole lot I would leave things the same...
And she asked me today,
"what inspires you to write...
I'll tell you a story
About a lie...
You say its fine
You tell me it was one time...
Oh you damned devil,
You beautiful monster...
Here we go again.
Twrling my fork...
When you think the times are getting worse
And the days get shorter, and the nights grow...
Someday you may find yourself wandering, lost
Like an unresting ghost with pain in its heart...
Probably would hurt so bad if I had just walked...
I shoulda turned my back on you like...
Once again i have done wrong, this happens often...
The pain won't go away it all just keeps coming.
The tears seem like they won't stop...
.
you...
Sorry I haven't had time to write a new poem, alot...
When you crept in me the first time
taking my innocence away...
I find myself yawning again and again,
But I can't sleep, which is a real pain...
You only do this for you.
Not thinking about me...
sorry sorry sorry sorry
apologies begin to bore me...
I really am so sorry
How perfect it would be...
Struck down with anxiety
Tensions weigh heavily upon me...
I hide my eyes
So you can't see inside...
It's disguised as hate
This love...
I guess you called up Dante
you seem to know him well...
Rows of waves chasing
wetting the sand and fading...
Awakes in midnight
My Eyes search for light quickly...
Living in hell
Nothing is well...
Vows
And...
I remember when we weren't together
It was honestly the worst time of my life...
I wonder what I did in my previous life
Maybe I was really successful...
There is a specific person
That I love more than anything else...
I've never felt this cold
But at the same time, I've never felt this warm...
I like music
As in, I really like it...
Diagrama, my path will come,
maybe I'm lonesome...
Demon on the inside, where do I hide:hideaway-
the days never fade, freelance to your gage, let...
Cut-
now, just now, this world is just enough, but...
the stars land and explode, following me home....
all the closed road signs that send me overturned...
The footprints in the sand send me home, but where...
by the footprints in the sands, the stars exploded...
Demon, what is my treason?
brought down by the crashing watershore's fall...
What is a monster?
Some people would say pedophiles...
That night we talked
You questioned me...
Who I am,
Is for me to know...
An empty paper stares at me
It taunts as I delay...
In the darkness of the borderless space
Where no light could peep...
Let me tell you a story
About a sweet, young boy...
There's one thing I hate more than anything else
One thing, that tears me up...
When I look at the world
I don't see what I used to see...
Empty mind
No ideas...
You ruined my life
But I still care about you...
She was so beautiful when you looked at her
You wanted her for yourself...
you are the earth
so beautiful and mysterious...
Do you see what I see?
Truth is an offense...
i cant sstop shaking i feel my self being consumed...
mmy mind is going hundreds of miles a hour...
I owe nothing to the demons in my closet
I am here despite them...
Confusion
I don't know...
Here's a little story, about a little girl,
Once her eyes, were the brighest of them all...
I hate seeing other people in relationships
Because I know I'll never have "The one...
One in a million
The chance of the plane I'm in crashing...
Ah, the pleasant smell of gasoline
Just one spark away to end humanity...
A knight with darkness in his heart
Tearing his inside world apart...
Am I needed?
Am I important...
My head hurts
My stomach hurts...
It feels like you're standing
But you can't move your legs...
If you're stupid and normal
You probably won't get somewhere in life...
I died once
It felt nice...
Just because you don't feel what I feel doesn't...
Just because you don't understand what it's like...
Nothing makes me cry
Movies don't make me cry...
I'm ignored.
No one pays attention to me...
What am I even doing?
Nobody cares about me...
This pain I'm giving myself
There's no reason it should feel this good...
I've seen something strange happen lately
When I see people talk about depression, they talk...
I'm basically invisible to everyone
My social life, gone...
Is anybody there?
Does anybody care...
Frazzled by the hurt and the pain
Sometimes I wonder who it is to blame...
As we sit, foot apart
Laughing and smiling...
As I walk along the streets at night,
I notice nothing but the dark...
I AM DEATH, BUT I DON’T GET ANY RESPECT!
A respecter of persons I’m not, do you want a...
Like the sun rising on a field of snow,
her eyes glisten with a kind warmth...
Of golden eyes,
with a golden hue...
Another guy,
More pain...
The night is so beautiful
Filled with so much mystery and wonder...
I know where you are tonight
And I'm happy you're moving on...
last night i cried myself to sleep
as tears soaked my pillow top...
I WONDER DOES HE KNOW THE TRUTH, THE TRUTH ABOUT...
THAT SHE IS NOT ONLY UNFAITHFUL BUT LIVING A...
There is a creature on this planet
A creature, that destroys everything...
Jessica always
interrupts me...
Look down
I love you...
Mine
Yours...
You know, I have a lot of weird thoughts
I always think about them, no matter what...
I want to sit on the edge of a cliff
and gaze at the sun touching the sea...
I like the strange silence
that engulfs you in the middle of the night...
A
man...
We will wait,
Silent as sin...
He looks at her, earnestly,
Wanting to be near her, but...
God, I feel so tired
I'm not even sure where I am...
You've been handed everything in your life
You've never had to face hardships in your life...
I'm so scared right now
There's somebody in my house...
Humans float inside their bubbles
The stuff they like, they put them in...
I want to help people
I don't want people to be hurt...
I feel like I'm going crazy
I keep seeing these weird entities...
There's so much of the sea that we haven't...
So much, that contains so many different lifeforms...
In my cave, there is no place for people
It's cold, it's dark, and there's noone but me...
Living alone in this cave
The freezing cold doesn't hurt me, it's dark yet i...
Alone, in a cloudy winter night
I seek protection from the storm that will soon...
An old building
Screams of pain...
Why can't I feel anything?
I'm in front of a corpse...
Its difficult laying in bed.
Remembering his hands around my body...
I lay in my bed
Full of dismay...
My life is like cancer
It happened with no explanation...
Close your eyes
Calm your breath...
As you whispered I love you into my ear, it...
He forced the skill right out of me.
A squeeze to the abdomen and...
Loose hair
Dribbles off...
I wish people could stop asking me about my music
When I just want to be left alone...
I wish I could describe how this feels
How it feels to just relax...
Music pulls tightly at my soul
follows me out as I stroll...
I shouldn't be left in silence
It gives me too much time to think...
Get out of my head
Get out of my head...
I have to do it
I have to be a good girl...
I'm sat beside my window looking at the rain...
Hopelessly...
Help me
Help me when no one else wants to...
Humans are strange creatures
If someone does something to them...
I spent years locked up
For something I couldn't control...
What is this feeling?
Why am I getting it...
Blood
I see nothing but blood...
I can't go anywhere
I can't go outside...
I feel it around my body
It's squeezing the air out of me...
Why were we chosen for this?
Why would anyone make us do this...
I see so many people eveyday
Living out their life happily...
Why is everything so cold?
Why is it so wet...
I see a snow-covered forest
The animals running freely around...
I feel something weird
A rush of energy going through me...
Why does this feel so good?
I'm taking another person's life...
Darkness
Everywhere...
I don't understand
I don't understand anything...
Is there even a point to anything?
We all do the same thing, day by day...
It hurts
It hurts so unbearably much...
I see it
Running down her face...
I'm so tired
I have so many things to do tomorrow...
I see flames in the rain
Burned-down buildings...
No no no no
I didn't want to end up like this...
I can't breathe
I feel cold...
Negotiating
Ones own...
Id rather overdose or blow my fukin brains on the...
Because after 11 years I still cant deal with all...
I wasn't planning
on dying today...
I'm drowning in a sea of feelings.
He doesn't notice the tears falling down my face...
Don't let anyone
Remove that spark of inspiration...
Lemons can make you cry,
By lemons can also be used...
Hands are steady,
Nothing feels real anymore...
The smile of a saint,
The grin of evil...
I'm sitting alone in my room
I can't talk to anyone...
They're screaming so much
And it's because of me...
I see nothing but darkness
I look around, darkness...
My hands are bound
My eyes are covered...
Image exposed.
History disclosed...
The neuro doc said
Nothing is wrong with my mind...