I'm sat beside my window looking at the rain...
Hopelessly...

It feels like you're standing
But you can't move your legs...

I hate seeing other people in relationships
Because I know I'll never have "The one...

When I look at the world
I don't see what I used to see...

Memories I want to forget keep surfacing
Were they real, or just figments of a bad dream...

Confusion
I don't know...

What is a monster?
Some people would say pedophiles...

I remember when we weren't together
It was honestly the worst time of my life...

A single moment of separation
Is enough to tear my heart apart...

I don't understand
I don't understand anything...

I've never felt this cold
But at the same time, I've never felt this warm...

Am I needed?
Am I important...