Bottle in hand,
I wonder whether this relapse is worth it...

I thought I'd found happiness
it just so happens...

Time resists to tick when you're feeling
Isolated to the core with self loathing that...

Beauty isn't all fake eyelashes and tan it's an
Emotional connection to a person instead of...

The last time I lay my eyes on you,
your right fist was carving bruises...

Abusing me was a pastime of yours
But it was all my fault as I definitely...

Emotionally scarred but
Mature enough about it...

Mum always
Understood...

Having a 'go to' individual is
Emotionally invigorating but...

Your charm no longer works on me,
my strength squashes it with both hands...

Bruised eyes and pride made me
Lonely, for I'd never in a million years...

Years have passed and mistakes
have been made but they've learnt...