I wake up to the four same walls again;
like the rest of us nowadays...

I never thought I could be 
manipulated into anything...

Penalty shoot outs
turned grown men into instant...

I'd thought of you often,
how gentle your touch...

I wake up daily wondering if today will be the day
that my life ends or if I'll be cursed in another...

Years of horrendous abuse,
I was never good enough...

Be aware that
Only you can...

I feel exacberated,
loneliness...

Dad never shows his
Emotionally drained...

I could have had you
but your green eyes disturbed me...

You pounced on my vulnerability
with your luring charm...

If I could change the world where would I start?
I'd place love and kindness in everyone's heart...