I shouldn't be afraid to lose you
You weren't mine to begin with...
Once again I'm losing my mind
Coming to you to feel better...
daggers for eyes staring at me
yet looking right through me...
voice beautiful like a lullaby
whispering sweet words...
everyone thinks that I'm all better
that I'm all healed up now...
Our bodies sit right next to each other
While our minds are worlds apart...
Screaming at myself to stop the pain
Watching myself continue to dig deeper...
Barely a piece of matter
Practically invisible...
Reminiscing on lies that never happened
While we remember the pain...
Staring danger in the eyes
Welcoming in the lies...
Just trying to stand on your own two feet
Already being told you're doing it all wrong...
Where am i supposed to go
you were the one I called home...