Needing a safe place to go to
Somewhere away from reality...
Cut myself open trying to get your attention
Emotions flowing out...
Please don't waste my time with apologies
they're nothing more than just insincere words...
Barely able to see the world through my tears
Nightmares constantly haunt me...
I begged for your attention
You ignored me as if I were invisible...
Skies faded to black
Pollution covering the air...
On my knees
Tearing myself apart...
Everything on the ground like a pile of ashes
All of it being stepped on like garbage...
Hiding behind a picture
Trying to find who I used to be...
On the floor ,all alone
Shattered to pieces...
Staring at your beautiful lifeless body
Laid so peacefully in the casket...
Chance after chance
All taken for granted...