go ahead and cry your crocodile tears
you're really only sorry for yourself...

There's so much more I wanted for us
Never thought our adventure would end...

Screaming at myself to stop the pain
Watching myself continue to dig deeper...

Your spirit was long gone before you were
Instead there lied just that of an empty shell...

echoes of your beautiful voice everywhere I go
those hazel eyes stained in the back of my mind...

Don't tell me I'm alone
Stay with me...

I walk into a room with so many thoughts racing...
Sometimes the simplest of things can be the most...

Barely able to see the world through my tears
Nightmares constantly haunt me...

I begged for your attention
You ignored me as if I were invisible...

Skies faded to black
Pollution covering the air...

On my knees
Tearing myself apart...

Everything on the ground like a pile of ashes
All of it being stepped on like garbage...