I begged for your attention
You ignored me as if I were invisible...
I shouldn't be afraid to lose you
You weren't mine to begin with...
Barely a piece of matter
Practically invisible...
There's so much more I wanted for us
Never thought our adventure would end...
everyone thinks that I'm all better
that I'm all healed up now...
echoes of your beautiful voice everywhere I go
those hazel eyes stained in the back of my mind...
Skies faded to black
Pollution covering the air...
On my knees
Tearing myself apart...
Reminiscing on lies that never happened
While we remember all of the pain...
I know you're not supposed to play with fire
But those blue flames of yours were enticing...
Everything on the ground like a pile of ashes
All of it being stepped on like garbage...
daggers for eyes staring right at me
yet somehow looking right through me...