It is easy to fake it.
I’ve been doing it my whole life...

Our love was messed up.
I just didn’t want to see it...

You always believed in things like love and bad...
I never truly did...

My mother told me it’s best to not focus on the...
So ever since you left me, I dismiss you before...

It keeps on hurting, even long after you are gone...
It still feels like a fresh wound and every...

When I first met you, I told myself that I must...
That way if something went wrong, I wouldn’t...

“When I said I regret loving you, it was a lie.
All I regret is losing you...

It’s not fair to either of us.
When the problem is...

Every time I tired to leave, you would block the...
Hold me in place so I couldn’t move anymore...

I think I was just dead weight when I was with you...
Just a stone to step on until you found her...

I want you to know I’m proud of you, especially...
Please don’t let your brain keep lying to you...

TW:poem might be triggering for some
It’s never been about wanting to die...