I’m sitting outside without you.
I see the rocking chairs moving in the wind...
I feel the wind on my neck,
the rain on my skin...
I traced my veins with a kitchen knife,
trying to find the courage...
I cried tonight.
Not like the last time...
A part of you wants to scream.
Wants to say, don't do this again, it's not worth...
I do not love this pen,
but I do love you...
I may seem smart
But the truth is...
It's another world inside my head,
romantic scenes and massive bloodshed...
To my friend;
I call you my friend because of the light you...
You were my shade tree -
on a hot summer’s day...
I wonder if my simple words,
cut the way that yours do...
I sit and drink my coffee
and I wonder briefly about the universe...