tired and sad but at least i'm alive i guess |
I see the pain
It stabs me...
Look into my red eyes and see
The pain that bites and claws into me...
I look intensely, desperately at the rushing...
Looking for the key I've dropped...
TW: sh!!
Please don't read if you're triggered by su1cide...
I was healing
17 days clean...
Why is someone else's death repulsive
But my own appealing...
When I woke up this morning
I didn't feel nothing...
When where you were before
Isn't where you are now...
Sometimes the prettiest smile hides the deepest pain. |