Behind my sweet smile hides deep pain,
Do you see the pain...

Look into my red eyes and see
The pain that bites and claws into me...

it doesn't feel like a cut
it's an ache that hurts down to the core of my...

They talk about scars,
But I don't even have scabs yet...

Why is someone else's death repulsive
But my own appealing...

When I woke up this morning
I didn't feel nothing...

When where you were before
Isn't where you are now...

I was healing
17 days clean...

At night when all the lights fade out,
The colors hide away...

When everything around me decided to
Fail...

When all my tears are spent,
Just know they were all for you...

If you're ever crying,
Just know I'm always there...