But I loved you with all my heart
I ripped my skin in front of you and...

I want to rip my skin to shreds
Feel my bones pop like a cup of tea...

I don't wish to be a selfish person with...

I confessed my love to you on the first of August...

I tried to love you less, but I couldn't,
It's hard not to love—love is like a human need...

I feel it consuming me,
it devours me completely...

November 28, 2023.
I think it's coming again. I feel it in my body...

December 26, 2023.
My mother asked me if I'm still in love with you...

Will I ever, in my entire life, be a person beyond...