I suppose it's better to write than to lay it all...
I've been crying daily. I am absolutely terrified...

Beautiful songs turn
ugly...

I want to be carefree and do silly dances with...
One day, perhaps...

You.
Nothing has a tighter grip on my soul than you...

Tried to take things slow
But we both know...

Made the mistake of wearing the perfume I used to...
Funny how a scent that you've never worn could...

I'll put on my makeup
And my new high heels...

I know you'd hate it if I told you it's one of...
How did we get here...

We were kissing in bed. I told you how wet I got...
My body knows you. I'm moulded to you...

I hope, at the very least, I was a brief...
Laughing with you...it felt surreal. Your smell...

Tried to have fun. Went to a music fest thing. I...
Then the band played Love Song by 311. Our song. I...

I find it ironic that you'd say i wasn't...
Compared to me tending to you all week, cooking...