my soul wishes to ascend
those stairs of heaven...
I am not the same anymore;
I shouldn't be the one anymore...
Calm.
Calm...
Blood rolls down me.
I unearthed why I haven't been truthful...
it is all still very difficult,
so perhaps I will again begin it all...
I saw that photo
for the first time...
When I looked at you before the sun rose,
I saw those beautiful eyes behind the glasses...
Your heart chokes unbearably tonight
as words you never speak light themselves on fire...
The lanes all draw to the same end,
we know how paths work...
'i'll wait a lifetime or two
to get me through...
Nights like these remind me how lonely I am;
bunchful of friends around me...