He placed his lips on mine
and my ever steady heart took flight...
It's all so childlike;
summer times back in school...
Your hands on my skin,
they've never been...
I am not the same anymore;
I shouldn't be the one anymore...
Calm.
Calm...
Blood rolls down me.
I unearthed why I haven't been truthful...
it is all still very difficult,
so perhaps I will again begin it all...
When I looked at you before the sun rose,
I saw those beautiful eyes behind the glasses...
Your heart chokes unbearably tonight
as words you never speak light themselves on fire...
The lanes all draw to the same end,
we know how paths work...
words are raw with meaning
this time; like eulogies...
shades of colours evaporate
and you try to hold poisons to your lips...